i just keep running so fucking stupid bad in big spots its just not funny. Now, for the record over the last 4 sessions I am up something like $75 total... which pretty much means I lost since Ive had to play close to 15 hours in those sessions. but I guess beggers cant be choosers.
1st big confrontation. playing a very loose table with lots of raises, i get 8c8x as SB, utg made it 10, MP made it 20, 1 caller, I have $650 behind and make it $110.
all call. flop is 9c7c6c.
I check, UTG bets $100, no one else calls, I jam for all 540 behind, hes got me covered. hems haws for a while and finally calls with A9 no clubs. we agree to run it 3 times. 60% to win 1 time.... I brick all 6 fucking cards.
2nd one, different night, lots of goof balls playing like shit, roll my $300 up to ~$850, I am SB again, live $10 straddle, gets raised to $35 by a wild asian kid, 3 fucking callers before I act, I look down at KdKc..... pause, make it $175 because I am out of position and several of these guys will call with a naked ace at that level, as they all are playing bigger than $600. Asian kid (who has me covered) snap calls when its his turn, everyone else leaves.
flop is 8c9c8x. I bet out $250, he calls, turn is the 2c. I jam for the rest. He takes forever and finally calls with TcTx. asks if we want to run it more than once, I decline.
so 95% to win over $1800... we all know what card hits the river, because I can literally never win the massive fucking pots.
just now, bought in for $200 got it up to $530.
button. with KdTh. UTG has an absolutely massive stack been playing for 9 hours, easily $3k in front and just keeps leading with absolutely ass hands. He leads out for $17, folds to me, I raise to $50. He calls.
Flop is Td 7d 3d. He bets out $35, I raise to $75 he calls. turn is the Kh. top 2. with the K flush draw. He checks, i bet $75, he takes foreve and jams and I snap call because hes got ass most of the time here.
this time hes got 24dd. we run the last card twice... of course, this is the first time of the 3 where I am mathmatically behind, but hey 25% twice right... brick brick, good night.
all 3 hands were $1k or more. like I said several times I rebought in and net amount is slightly positive, but I absolutely cannot fucking win hands worth more than $1k, no matter how ahead or behind I am.