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DallasHorn26

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  1. I'm sure Saul helped influence Walt, but by the time he met Saul, Walt had already killed a couple of guys, blown up Tuco's place, not to mention having Jessee "Handle It" with the tweakers who robbed their dealer.
  2. I just finished a re-watch of BB and it was left with Walt giving Skyler the lottery ticket with the GPS coordinates to where Hank and his partner were buried. He told her to use that to cut a deal.
  3. I thought it was a good episode. Dumb tech question, but how did they have an iPod? I know it’s fictional, but first iPod didn’t come out til early 00s. I guess other tech advances faster too.
  4. I use less than 1k a month. My two year contract is expiring end of June that was 11.1. I don’t see any options to go below .15 unless I go over 36 months. Not really willing to do that at this point.
  5. For a brief moment I thought it was her portraying the mother. The actress playing younger Kim did great as well. I thought she did a good job of matching Seahorn’s speech cadence/pattern.
  6. The granddaughter was in BB quite a bit of memory serves.
  7. Thank you sir. It’s a good boat to be in. You’re lifeboat reference makes me think of this talk of heard before. Listen to his invisible bot analogy starting at 51 mins in or so.
  8. Haha. None taken my friend. I had the same worries about myself for quite a while.
  9. Joining the 1 year club today and am just in awe that it’s happened. The obsession has left me. There was a time when going more than a few days without the obsession kicking in was a struggle. But today isn’t about me, it’s a testament to what my higher power is capable of so long as I surrender and let him run the show, not me. I’m grateful to be here, and more than anything grateful to live another day.
  10. Me too. If I knew whereabouts, I’d make an anonymous call, but the info I’m getting is also hearsay. I know others have tried before and nothing came of it.
  11. My sister (no pics). My parents allowed her to drop out of school and get married at 16. She then left her husband who worked an oilfield job for a crack dealer. She would sneak the crack dealer over while her husband was home and he would hide under their trailer house. They eventually ran off to a crack motel together where she was busted in a major federal trafficking case at the age of 18. Since her 3 1/2 year stint in the federal pen about ten years ago, shes upgraded to a meth head about twice her age and has a son with him. Im pretty sure he’s never held a job for more than two weeks and she never has. They are squatting in a house with no electricity or running water. They dumpster dive and steal for food/money. Last I heard, the kid hasn’t been in school in a year because they’re concerned about CPS involvement. Meth head also had a partial foot amputation due to infections and recently had a below knee amputation on his other leg.
  12. I was at a book study retreat last week where we discussed various places the book uses the word “and” to join things that don’t link together for guys like me. “The idea that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal drinker. The persistence of this illusion is astonishing. Many pursue it into the gates of insanity or death. We learned that we had to fully concede to our innermost selves that we were alcoholics.” I tried so many times to control or moderate but I did not enjoy it by any means. If I was enjoying it, I definitely wasn’t controlling it. One was always too many and one more was never enough. Once I began taking the actions, I have somewhat a fighting chance against taking that first drink so long I stay in fit spiritual condition and continue looking for the next man to help.
  13. First of all, thank you for posting and I'm glad you went to a meeting. I had a bad taste in my mouth to begin with about AA. I always thought it was just a bunch of old men bellyaching about not being able to drink any more, but I've found so much more. My suggestion is to listen in the meetings, find a guy that can match your stories and sponsor up. If you have a book, start reading it from the Doctor's opinion. I thought for the longest time I had to address trauma and past hurts to be able to drink normally. I tried therapy, meds, you name it and yet I still drank the way I did. The doctor's opinion explains the allergy and the phenomenon of craving that baffles us and the ones around us. I can't speak for your father, but my biggest insurance against the next drink comes from helping others and that can come in many forms. These feelings/hang-ups you describe are addressed in the family afterward (ch 9) of the Big Book.
  14. I was afraid of being bored in sobriety, or not being fun enough to those around me. Then I learned other's perceptions of me don't matter any more. That feeling of not being good enough for others is what kept me drunk. For the longest time, I didn't feel normal or accepted until I had at least a drink or 3 in me. That's great, but I didn't know how to stop at 3. I had to learn to accept myself and not care how others perceive me. At the end of the day, as long as I know I am continuing to do the right thing, it doesn't matter to me any more what others think. I've personally found a lot of fun in sobriety. I've been able to enjoy the things I used to enjoy while drinking in a different way (Sports, weddings, concerts, etc), and it's been great.
  15. My wsm cruised along. Actually got up to over 500 at the grate after taking the lid off to foil and pan it. Cook time was around 3:20. Can’t wait to cut into it.
  16. Thanks. I was thinking 3-3.5 hours. I’ve got the 18 inch but should be similar. It seems like last time I tried to run it hot, I couldn’t get over 275 but I didn’t open the door at all. I plan to fill the base with charcoal then load a full chimney on top, or should I do two chimneys? I’m aiming to leave my place around 12 or just before.
  17. I've got a 19lber I'm going to do on the WSM. Gonna use the Franklin method. Taking it overt to a friends place around 12 to eat at 2 (will transport in cooler). Thinking I should be putting it on around 730-8 to pull on time. Does that sound about Right?
  18. I never got to go as a kid, took my kids a few years ago and how sad it was. It’s like childhood dreams went to die.
  19. I woke up the following day with 101+ temp, aches and chills after both rounds of moderna.
  20. You can't just gloss over this fact. Please tell me some sort of Winnie Cooper fantasy was fulfilled.
  21. What about Bedazzled, but maybe I just enjoy that for Liz.
  22. PM Sent. I work in corporate accounting, but have been looking to build a small business client base up on the side.
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