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  1. lee dixon insisting that's not a penalty is fucking mad. he did not touch the ball lee, jesus chipped it over his foot. but don't let that stop you from babbling on incessantly about what a travesty that call was.
  2. bob and i were 99.9% of the way to that solution, and im not the one who came in and blew the whole thing up. again, you either trust bob’s judgment or immamac’s. bob was ready to permaban motown for bullying/directly and repeatedly disobeying the one rule bob gave him. since when do you know bob to take IP banning lightly? then immamac comes in, totally out of the loop, overrides and undoes everything bob has been doing in this matter, suddenly threatens to ban ME, the guy who has been following bob’s insteuctions/working with no IRL, then makes this thread a banner at the top of every page to draw attention to it and, in his mind, start a derka pile-on. he’s proud of himself for this. so you either trust bob’s judgment or immamac’s. it really is that simple. and if you trust bob, then you cannot possibly condone a single decision that immamac has made throughout this entire process.
  3. you’re a good man and one of the realest i’ve ever met. i always appreciate your support and input. 🤘🏼
  4. my issue is not with surly, it is with one particular poster. people love to say “this place isn’t good for derka”, yet those people don’t even post where i post or interact with me. 99% of my posts/interactions here are perfectly pleasant. my one, single issue is with one guy seeking me out incessantly with bad intentions. it’s zero coincidence that the people who have come to my defense in this thread are the same people who post with me on a daily basis.
  5. that’s the thing though, is that i don’t think any of us are CB fanbois- we are die hard Texas Basketball supporters who saw where the program was headed under Beard and we simply lament the loss of that progress and promise. i am an unabashed fanboi of VY and Jamaal Charles, and when VY got played by jeff fisher and jamaal kept getting injured and misused it hurt me. hell it still hurts me. both could have been HOF players without those problems, and that will always sting. i have no such attachments to chris beard. if chris beard tanks his own career because he can’t grow up and stop drinking and stay out of toxic relationships then it won’t hurt my feelings. he’s a grown man and his own growth is on him. i lament the loss of where our program was headed, not the loss of the guy who was taking us there.
  6. btw- there was a kid at my school when i was working as an educator who used to get picked on and bullied. he had little man syndrome, he was combative, and he got picked on more than most kids because he would always give them the reaction they wanted. one day when he was in fourth grade he got out during kickball and threw a huge fit, and quit the game. we were inside the gym, and he ran out of the gym and towards shoal creek blvd. i had to actually sprint after this kid and grab him literally two seconds before he ran out into the street. obviously we had to go to the principal’s office, and in this case the woman we had to go see had been my own teacher/counselor when i was growing up at this school. i’ll call her SW, and she’s a truly great person. when we sat down to talk with SW, my student, who was still mad, said of me, “he hates me!!!”. i told him, “(name redacted), buddy, i don’t hate you! i like you! you’re one of my guys. we play football together every day. i don’t want you to ever think that i don’t like you. you’re my guy, and i want to help you out bud.” SW was very supportive. the student did not get in trouble. i promised him that i would get him more involved when we played football, and starting the next day i did. i told him that if he ever felt upset or mad to come find me and that i would help him solve his issue. right then and there a switch flipped in this kid. he let his guard down; he stopped being so distrusting, he stopped assuming/believing the worst of everyone else. he learned to roll with the punches, to let shit slide off his back. this kid changed, and grew, and was able to shape his own life into the kind of life that he had always wanted. it is absolutely one of my proudest achievements in my lifetime, the role that i was able to play in helping this misunderstood kid turn around his social standing at the school, and in helping to improve his mental health. it is *amazing* what happens with people when you show them compassion and support.
  7. when i worked in education, if what has being going down between motown and myself was happening at my school then motown would have been suspended, suspended, suspended, and then eventually expelled, 10 times out of 10, no question about it. if one kid seeks out another kid like this day after day after day he doesn’t get empowered by the principal, he gets told go find another school to tolerate his BS. we were on that path before last night.
  8. there’s disagreeing, there’s busting balls, there’s talking shit, and all of that is fine. i have not asked for anyone to be reprimanded for any of that. what motown has been doing for more than a year is not that. there is zero earnesty or sincerity in his postings; there is only malicious intent. he posts one way towards everyone else, and another way towards me. for a very long time now he comes to the basketball board to talk crazy shit to/about me- never on subject, and never provoked. it’s 100% malicious. i used to ignore 80% of these posts, then 100% of them after bob made his deal with me and motown. but motown remains unfazed, and continues to goad me on a near daily basis, despite me *literally* never posting towards him, and again, after he had already been banned three different times for this very thing. he’s rabid. what makes it sick is that when he talks to bob, or immamac, or when i have an especially bad freak out on the boards he will feign concern and compassion and tell me that he hopes i get the help i need, only to show up the next day fucking with me and laughing about when i eventually lose my shit. he always says the right thing when shit hits the fan and he pretends to care/understand only to go right back to coming after me compulsively. the final and most important part of it is this: 100% of what motown does is unprovoked. immamac has made countless accusations against me in this thread about how i always start shit with everyone else and this is patently false. as i have said, the posting history proves this. that’s why bob was ready to ban motown forever. we weren’t disagreeing, he was/has been/still is seeking me out on a regular basis just to try and provoke a reaction out of me. it’s truly the definition of bullying, and i absolutely, factually do not bring it on myself. he seeks me out for sport. i don’t think that should be tolerated here, or anywhere else.
  9. jordan hicks’ transformation from flame throwing reliever who hits 105 and has a 12.9 k/9 into a sinker baller starter who induces a ton of ground balls while striking out <9 per 9 innings is honestly really impressive. if he’s able to maintain this he will be a great find for the giants.
  10. i talked to some people today and it sounds like beard is on his way to becoming the next BCG, which is a shame. he’s a Longhorn alum who could have been a coaching icon at Texas. now he’s too much of a liability to even land the arkansas job. what a sad fall from grace for a guy with such a preternatural ability to coach and build programs.
  11. most of us here have been around long enough to remember when baylor was a total and complete doormat for decades. baylor basketball was worse than rice football. and they certainly don’t have the resources we do. look at their program now. it’s unreal what the right coach and and some savvy cheating can accomplish. and you don’t even have to cheat as much as you used if you wanted to compete. we didn’t build the moody center just to sell tito’s vodka. having a premier basketball program should be and is a priority.
  12. he was one of my studs during the semifinals lol. playoff fever: catch it!
  13. agreed. it’s absolutely out of control. next year we will definitely move the playoffs up by two weeks. the finals features malachi flynn and sam hauser vs trey lyles and kevon looney. that’s craptastic.
  14. the whole deal where bob and i (and my mom) started meeting and talking spawned from motown going on a particularly unhinged series of ad hominem attacks on me which were affecting my mental health. when i reached my boiling point and posted my raw, honest sentiments, bob stepped in in real life, because back on hornfans we had a poster named loree who was bullied on the board and ended up killing herself, and bob wanted to step in and help out. once bob saw motown’s rabid harassment of me for what it was he gave motown an ultimatum: leave derka alone or get out of here. after all, he was the one coming after me literally 100% of the time. im not asking for special treatment. i’m asking for basic human decency. and bob, who everyone here has the ultimate respect for, agreed with me and had my back so deeply that he was in the process of IP banning the one guy who simply could not stop himself from repeatedly coming after me, totally unprovoked, time and time again, despite having multiple conversations with bob where he was told to leave me alone or face being banned. this was months of dinners, and texts, and stories exchanged, and common ground found, and real, earnest, sincere work being done between two people who have never seen eye to eye but who want to understand each other. bob and i reached that understanding, and his judgment of this situation led to him making the decision to IP ban motownhorn. now immamac comes in here and lies through his teeth, claiming that i am constantly provoking motownhorn, that i go out of my way to be combative, and that my antagonistic posts derail threads, all of which is the opposite of reality, as bob knows. immamac has come in here with his pussy ass, petty ass, personal beef with me and he has completely erased every single thing that bob spent months of his life trying to accomplish. do you guys have any clue how many texts i sent bob? do you know how long they all were? do you know how insufferable i was when i was feeling wronged? when motown wouldn’t quit? bob put up with ALL OF IT because he genuinely cares about me, and because he took the time to a)get to know me, and b)survey the situation for himself and come to his own conclusions. and now in one hypomanic instant, this aggie fuckstick has undone and delegitimized all of that, and he’s proud of himself for it. for those who missed it he made a whole site banner drawing everyone’s attention to this thread, stupidly thinking that it would make me look bad. what immamac has done is not some funny, harmless, “buncha assholes”, good ole redass aggie bull. this dude has fucked up months of real life work between bob and myself, and has disrespected both of us on a tremendous level in the process. this is seriously a dark day for this site and it’s owner, and anyone who has read this thread this far who still can’t see that needs to reevaluate some shit in their lives. this is beyond foul, and it all comes down to one turd of a person’s super fragile ego. i really don’t even know what to say. i’m in disbelief at how this situation has played out.
  15. i just now saw the antony >> garnacho goal.
  16. bob- i told you the specific reason that i was not going put motownhorn on my ignore list, and i’ve already posted that reason here in this thread: i KNEW that motown was going to continue to post to/about me which was supposed to lead to his banning, and when he did post about me i wanted to be able to see it so that i could report it. that’s it. that’s the only reason i didn’t put him on ignore. now you and i have already both posted and confirmed my side of this story: you told me and motown to ignore each other or we would receive bans. i completely ignored him, while he repeatedly got banned for coming right after me the moment he returned from his previous ban. you and i have confirmed these facts. the third time that it happened, when he once again *immediately* came after me after returning from his five day ban, you texted me your total disbelief that this guy is still coming after me; you were totally incredulous at the fact that he could not stop. you told me that he seemed reasonable when you talked to him, but that clearly he couldn’t stop himself. that’s when you sent me the text about him being off for a month, with his next infraction incurring a permanent ban. so, he remains off of my ignored list, and i eagerly anticipate this hapless dipshit coming after me again, because i have done what you asked, i have not spoken to or about him at all, and i cannot wait for you to do what you said you would do when he inevitably/immediately came after me again. tonight was that night. as i have said, i was *thrilled* when motownhorn once again came after me tonight, completely unprovoked, as always. he had finally gotten himself permabanned. awesome. so i text you about it, and i await the confirmation of his ban. only then, after allllll the time you and i have spent on this matter, among others, i get a pm from the site owner, an aggie with a very long and well documented history of being a wildly emotional and combative prick who bans people for disagreeing with him, and who has already spread straight up lies about me on his inaugural podcast, and he more or less says to me, “motownhorn is not banned. put him on ignore or get IP banned.” now i know you said that you aren’t going to respond anymore, but here’s what you said to me just now in your post: “but if you're not going to do a simple request then sorry, I'm done.” immamac swooping in out of nowhere at the very moment when motown was supposed to be IP banned to cancel the deal that you and i made and have worked on for months and telling me to get fucked is NOT “me refusing a simple request”, and you, and everybody else here knows it. what it is, is small dick, thin skinned, autocratic bullshit, and immamac can get fucked with a rusty spoon if he thinks that i’m just going respond to his weak ass power trip by bowing at his feet and acting like shit is cool. i am not being even a little bit unreasonable here. what has transpired has been wildly fucked up, and i frankly don’t even trust that this thread will even be here when i wake up tomorrow, because this thread exposes immamac for the autocratic piece of shit that he is, and when his stupid ass sobers up i fully expect him to erase this thread to save his own ass. that guy has shown everyone here what kind of character he possesses (none) is time and time again, and erasing this thread would be right in line with how he handles shit. in conclusion, immamac can get fucked. the way he has treated both bob and myself is chickenshit. i have zero to feel bad about when it comes to the events described in this thread. this is a new all time low for this site and its pathetic owner.
  17. lol now a totally phantom foul on christian braun. this is such a fucking joke.
  18. pj is getting screwed on the foul calls trying to guard jokic 1 on 1. jesus christ and now a tech on pj.
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