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  1. family had land out there,, less than a mile from the park had access to it forever. I don't have pics,, I was'nt a take a camera with ya type,,, I miss those days
  2. Thank yall for this,,, Im finishing Mr Selfridge i love me some BBC
  3. my apologies for the typing mess I have brain damage,,, and I may have Alzheimers now my brain no work good
  4. so very true... Ive had nothing but time to reflect on my life these 4 years and Ive had a lot of arguments with, but most of the hurt was a reselt God haven't managed to win one of them its humbling but its allowing me to let go of so many things recognizing that I did a lot of damage to ,y own happiness,, yes I did have some tough situations but much of the hurt was a result of my choices my vanity, arrogance hubris and I lost so many times I don't know why I tried to live beyond my talents or abilities in a meaningless endeavor I was so stupid, but at least Im realizing that
  5. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    Thank you,, Im sorry,, I guess thats a lot sharing out loud when I should be sleeping
  6. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    Forgive me. ut has become my only "safe space" to express acceptance of death shit Im going thru' It real and it scared me this weekend The stroke itself would've sucked, Occuring Ap. 20 made a shit a runny one, from a sooner. My first phys therapy didn't happen until 23. Family sold house out from underneath me, haven't spoken with a family member since 21.. and the economy,, cost of living Tay Tay at the Suberb Owl... I think that would kill just about anybody,, and I feel my body quitting.. very slowly but this has been stuck in this gear for a while Anyhew...I do enjoy ,,the stopping and smelling the roses moments,,its really nice to ..let go of anger But Im scared...and for some reason I am sharing this hey at least let me live long enough for HORNS to win a Natty again fuck Willie Nelson might outlive me
  7. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    Danced a two-step with Janine Turner at W's inauguration
  8. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    I'm dying arent we all but I feel mine coming, Almost 4 years since the stroke an 5-10 in what they give ya,, and the pandemic no physical therapy,, blah, family selling the house sticking me rehab rehab kicking me out 32 days later,, the deciding health .. I can feel it comin' And as much as we like to attach significance to our life and our death and after all the reading and listening Ive been doing to a lot of this and doing honest, deep reflection. And enough far more talented than I have memorialised their experience it's a human experience, I do feel more connected to the experience , and both the unique and shared but less and less to the life itself. But not at all suicidal
  9. jesus, As much I want to hate aggie, because,, well have you spent time around any of them....? they are such a pathetic delusional bunch, how you can you hate when you're laughing? they will never win anything hope this kid is OK, but is such an aggie thing to get all geeked up for a meaningless bowl game and lose the QB on the first play. And YES Rice looked like shit against swt
  10. my first home was a Church basement
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