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Dances with Dachshunds

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  1. I am so going to touch myself tonight........
  2. Racing Weiner Dogs......Weiner Nationals
  3. Fuck. I think it's time to pack up and go to Ireland......for a long stay.
  4. You are welcome brother. You are definitely lucky to have someone close by that understands because she's been there too. My best friend is who I confide in the most. He is a veteran, and I can talk to him freely, without judgement, and he understands. He lives about 9 hours away, so I mainly text, talk on the phone and Skype. But it helps a lot.
  5. Cactus, not sure your remarks were for me, or to all of us in general. I'm seeing a VA mental health doc, but she is there mainly to diagnose and try to find the right med or meds to ease the symptoms with a little listening/counseling thrown in if there is time. and get you in the pipeline for counseling/further treatment. I am trying to make it to the voluntary group therapy sessions. But it's one thing to talk to someone you have developed a sort of trust with , and another to sit in front of a group you don't know (even though they are your peers and in the same boat you are). It's especially tough for me as I've had a bad experience with military/VA mental health before. (long story, don't want to talk about it.) But I am trying, and I will get there. One step at a time. You are right spot on with your comments though. If you are fighting something as well, hang in there, seek help and you will get better.
  6. Sweet looking rides. I like them both.
  7. Brother, you are not alone. Reading your post was eerie, like I was reading my story. I joined the Air Force in my mid 20's, used to be really outgoing, never met a stranger, etc. I was a medical technician, including some time flying as a rescue medic. My PTSD symptoms didn't show up until mid 2015, 7 years after I retired. My symptoms are very similar to yours, and my reactions too, right down to the avoiding family, friends, kids and grandkids. I had been seeing a mental health doc at the VA for depression since early 2014. I denied all the other shit that was going down in my life until late 2017. It got to the point I couldn't hide the anger, the guilt, the hermit that I had become. Now being tried on different meds looking for one or combo that works. still going through that, haven't seen much improvement yet, but a little. In the pipeline to be evaluated for one on one counseling. Pretty long wait here. There is a group that meets weekly here at the satellite clinic I go to mostly. been trying to work up the ability to go. Admitting you cant handle what is happening to you and taking that first visit is the toughest. Stay with the program, and don't give up. You will get better. It wont happen quickly, but you will get better. I don't know when you first sought help, but just in the 6 months or so since I admitted I could not take this shit anymore, but refused to check out, I have seen small, incremental improvements. You are extremely fortunate your wife understands and stands by you. That is huge. I'm not quite as fortunate. Hang in there. We will get better. Use your resources and stay the course. I tell myself these 3 things every day. And I hope and pray our brothers and sisters get help before its too late.
  8. 1. George HW Bush 2. John McCain 3. Stan Lee 4. Jimmy "Peanut 1" Carter 5. Kirk Douglas 6. Ruth B. Ginsburg 7. Doris Day 8. Olivia De Haviland 9. Nanette Fabray 10. Carol Channing
  9. Made it. Have we got another commit yet? It's 2154 hours and ou still sucks and kevin morgan still sucks more cock than bob stoops and looch combined.
  10. I', just here for the gang bang
  11. Chip Brown killed 5 midget hookers while in a glory hole stall with Billy Luichi (allegedly)
  12. It is..........ALIIIIIIIVVVVEEEEEE!!!!!
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