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  1. OWLVIS

    CowPunk

    Thoughts, memories,stories?
  2. my family had land there for generations, how's the school media output?
  3. A nobody here,I would like recommendation from yall for a HS team to follow this season, Had a stroke 4 years ago Shaggy was great,,I know the people some of them that post here. Yall know your football, and giving me a team to follow would engage my brain..part of the healing process to keep my brain active please make a team that has the media to make it accessible A smaller maybe 4A would be most intriguing Hook 'em
  4. MEAN LITTLE CHINESE GIRL IS A HORRIBLE PERSON
  5. Was conversing with another Rice nerd about "those years". If there are stories I love to hear them. Thank you
  6. I stuck for yall. I like to get in a good Facebook fight twice a year Because of the stroke I can't remember if I've done on;y one since January or I'm done for the rest of the year
  7. That the general enrollment was down because of the unpopularity of the Vietnam War therefore less football players were going to A and M because of it. this started in 64 according to the apologist
  8. The latest excuse I heard from an Aggie forgive me I just had nowhere else to bring this was that the reason they were bad at football in the 60s was because of the Vietnam War
  9. I liked their 70's lavender top, Unique, memorable .popped under the lights couldn't find a color pic
  10. Tony Hawkings Fabulous!!!
  11. family had land out there,, less than a mile from the park had access to it forever. I don't have pics,, I was'nt a take a camera with ya type,,, I miss those days
  12. fuck all that
  13. Thank yall for this,,, Im finishing Mr Selfridge i love me some BBC
  14. PJ Soles had a certain charm
  15. my apologies for the typing mess I have brain damage,,, and I may have Alzheimers now my brain no work good
  16. so very true... Ive had nothing but time to reflect on my life these 4 years and Ive had a lot of arguments with, but most of the hurt was a reselt God haven't managed to win one of them its humbling but its allowing me to let go of so many things recognizing that I did a lot of damage to ,y own happiness,, yes I did have some tough situations but much of the hurt was a result of my choices my vanity, arrogance hubris and I lost so many times I don't know why I tried to live beyond my talents or abilities in a meaningless endeavor I was so stupid, but at least Im realizing that
  17. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    Thank you,, Im sorry,, I guess thats a lot sharing out loud when I should be sleeping
  18. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    Forgive me. ut has become my only "safe space" to express acceptance of death shit Im going thru' It real and it scared me this weekend The stroke itself would've sucked, Occuring Ap. 20 made a shit a runny one, from a sooner. My first phys therapy didn't happen until 23. Family sold house out from underneath me, haven't spoken with a family member since 21.. and the economy,, cost of living Tay Tay at the Suberb Owl... I think that would kill just about anybody,, and I feel my body quitting.. very slowly but this has been stuck in this gear for a while Anyhew...I do enjoy ,,the stopping and smelling the roses moments,,its really nice to ..let go of anger But Im scared...and for some reason I am sharing this hey at least let me live long enough for HORNS to win a Natty again fuck Willie Nelson might outlive me
  19. no its PBS
  20. interesting look back
  21. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    Danced a two-step with Janine Turner at W's inauguration
  22. OWLVIS

    Getting old sucks

    I'm dying arent we all but I feel mine coming, Almost 4 years since the stroke an 5-10 in what they give ya,, and the pandemic no physical therapy,, blah, family selling the house sticking me rehab rehab kicking me out 32 days later,, the deciding health .. I can feel it comin' And as much as we like to attach significance to our life and our death and after all the reading and listening Ive been doing to a lot of this and doing honest, deep reflection. And enough far more talented than I have memorialised their experience it's a human experience, I do feel more connected to the experience , and both the unique and shared but less and less to the life itself. But not at all suicidal
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