Similar. Grew up Catholic - Catholic school PK4-12. In 3rd grade the nun who taught us told us that Adam and Eve didn't really exist, but were rather an allegory. I was like, WTF? Then my mom told me Santa Claus wasn't real. I started questioning everything and didn't stop until after college. I became an anthropology major for the same reasons you undertook study - to find out what the fuck was going on and why. I reached conclusions that were satisfactory enough for me and stopped questioning so much and stressing about the answers, or lack thereof.
Specifically with respect to religion - there is absolutely nothing religion can give you that you cannot get in other aspects of life. Morality, righteousness, charity, community, divinity, everything that religion has to offer, you can get somewhere else. In fact, I'd submit that receiving all of those things outside of religion actually is far better. Do you want to be a good person only so you don't go to an imaginary hell? What, are we children who can only do right to avoid punishment? Not me. I'd rather be a good person for reasons that I've come to through reason and logic. Given all of the flaws with religion and that it has nothing to offer I can't get better somewhere else, I've got no use for it.