Get out in nature and get some sunshine dude, disconnect from social media. Find a hobby that gives you an excuse to be outdoors (yard work, gardening, golf, hunting, etc.). Get into weather/climate as a hobby or something.
I've found that the world is a much more tolerable place when I'm more in touch with nature and the outdoors and aware of things surrounding us that are mentally uplifting, beautiful, and even destructive. There's something very serene about feeling in tune w/ one's surroundings.
Take a trip out west to Big Bend, Guadalupe Mts,, or Davis Mts and reset your mind. Don't forget the weed and shrooms if you're into that.
Oh yeah, stop drinking that poison. Go to AA, take it at your own pace though. Check out many different meetings until you find 1-2 meetings that you can call home. I haven't had a drink in 7 months and it's easily the most positive life change I've ever made. I never intend to take another drink again and that is very comforting to me.
Good luck man.