No, it doesn't upset me. To the contrary. It fills my heart with joy. If others can recover, or have Morgan give them more strength or courage or inspiration, then what a legacy my daughter is leaving. 3 weeks ago was her birthday. I published an article on her that day. Within 15 minutes after I did, I received this message: "Hi Steven, I was a friend of Morgan’s. We were both at Remuda Ranch together. She touched me in more ways than I could possibly say. One memory I have is her borrowing all my headbands-she LOVED them for some reason even though they had to be some dollar tree 6 for 1 special. Morgan acted like me letting her borrow them was on par with gifting her a Chanel bag! I remember every morning she’d just stand at my door and without words, I knew she was there for her damn headband! It always made us giggle. She found the joy in the small things and even greater joy in connection with others. I miss her terribly. She’s in my dreams constantly and she inspired me to get a grasp on recovery. I’ve been in recovery for two years now and sober for 42 days. I realize I’m one the lucky ones and lately I’ve been drawn to the idea of giving back to those pursuing recovery or struggling with this disorder themselves. I am inspired by how you’ve turned tragedy into a crusade to raise awareness. I read your blog a lot, and am touched by every word. Just yesterday I found one of the headbands. Imagine my surprise to see it is sweet Morgan’s birthday. Happy birthday to an eternal soul. I’ll certainly never forget her."
If there is anything I can do for you, your family or anyone else struggling with this very misunderstood illness, I am there. I have connections nationwide with many of the treatment providers. I couldn't save my daughter. But, by God, if there are others I can help have a chance to live, who would I be if I did not do all I could?
All the best to you, your niece and your family. Hook 'em.